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Bereckayeah:

FIVE things you wish you could say to FIVE different people right now:

Thank you for always being there for me; even when i talk like im not interested. - family member

Your always there for me even when i dissapear one day and appear…

My old answers lol, haven’t read it all but going to do it again to compare the different afterwards.

FIVE things you wish you could say to FIVE different people right now:

- We’ve catched up again after so many years. I feel like people see only what you want them to see. No matter how much I dont want to say this, from what I’ve observed and listened to, you seem like someone who doesn’t empathise for others or give them sympathy at all. It’s like…. you’re in a world of your own problems even if on the outside you seem like you care for everyone. Please dont be like that, you’re a good person and I just hate seeing people think you care for them so much when you really dont. 

- I judged you based on your group of friends, and that was a very bad mistake, you are such a wonderful person, someone who is literally a strong-minded person, who’s beliefs haven’t been stolen by physical/chemical experiences. And I honestly admire you. :)

- No matter how distant we are, no matter how many years we haven’t seen each other you know I will always in my head see you as a best friend. We always pop into each others lives out of no where and your the only person besides one person I’ve told so many ‘deep’ things to and I never thought I could. <3

- Where do I start. The state I’m in, the way I view life now and human emotions has got me as cold as ice basically. I dont show any of my true feelings but I dont know if I even have any :S and I hate treating you like someone I knew in the past. It’s not right. My mind needs to focus on being the hypo person it is. I wonder if it was fate or wrong timing or coinsedental. But whatever the cause, I hope to always have you in my life. Right now, I haven’t explained myself properly as I should, but I know my mind has made feelings for you. Not my exterior. Hard to explain. Time will tell.

- You remind me of a natzi. That’s all I have time for to even say to you. 

TEN things about yourself:

- I know I’m happy but I didn’t know I was actually sad till now. I mean I always knew but maybe I chose to focus on happyness too much.
- I love farting.
- If i Dont like you I won’t two-face you, I will not talk to you. 
- I miss the times when my stomach would feel hungry.
- Favourite colours are pink and purple
- Noone ever knows what I want aka materialistic things. I don’t either. 
- I’ve realised I’m very quiet when it comes to my personal life unless asked, but even then I will give short answers. Not because I’m hiding shit but because its unnecessary.
- I definately act different ALOT to different groups of friends, not diff personality, but diff parts of my self. 
- I know for a fact the past has affected me in a bad way but I see it positive. Weirdly
- I love tomato juice.

SEVEN ways to win your heart:

- Philosophy, being able to transfer opinions about it without having to disagree or agree.
- Being comfortable to do anything and I LITERALLY mean anything from picking noses, to farting to taking shits.
- Being yourself infront of me
- Cute little actions
- Being able to put up with the most boringest part of me and the most hypo part of me.
- Not being needy, being able to be independant together doing our own thing but enjoying each other’s company.
- Not being dependant on me like you need me to live, more that having me in your life is that extra positive in life, not “you are my life”

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

Life
My own mind and what it’s going through
Family members and time being wasted
Friend’s problems
Future children
Comparing my actions to my words and either being satisfied or disappointed  
Strangers and their lives.  

FOUR things you do before you fall asleep:

Brush my teeth and put mouth guard on
Turn laptop off
Place mobile on the left side of me
Have various thoughts 

FOUR things you see right now:

Apple juice
Spoon
laptop
Food 

THREE songs that you listen to often:

Bruno Mars - lazy song
Rihanna - Cheers
Skrillex - first of the year 

TWO things you want to do before you die:

Accomplish many things
Be happy 

ONE confession:

There’s always one person in my head now, randomly